Gobble those diskoballz

Contradictory is occurring right here, this post. Unlike from my frequent happy-go-lucky rubbish posts that always come into view of this blog, you're gonna expect very little of what you're reading later on unless those of you read about what I went through about the divorce and how my mum mistreated me when i was younger. I'd like to jot down every single detail in my life to everyone but time aint allowing me to do so. I doubt there's much readers out there either, nothing interesting ever appears in this kissmyarseee shit anyway. But this is with regard to a worthy friendship between amelia and myself. Just so you know, we've known each other since primary 3, which sums a total of 8 years long process that was went through. it may seem short or long to some of you out there, but this illustrates a very memorable journey in our lives. We are both humans with radically different personalities and mindsets. Taste of men & women, expectation of our fantasized prince charming, level of education, distinct temperaments, manners, points of views et cetera. Totally poles apart. We quarrel even because of the tiniest problems on earth, of course, even due to other serious stuffs and stuffssss as well luh. Question here is, " What is making us keep this friendship alive?". For me to know, for you to find out. Teehee ^^. Alright, back to the topic. We had a great argument this evening, as usual, resulting to tears and confessions. Why confessions? Don't we know each other well enough? Why are there things still kept within ourselves? Obviously there'll be some issues that were not clarified clearly no matter how close we both are. But deep down beneath our conscientious hearts, we truly perceive each other's thoughts but are hesitant to shout it out loud. as i got interrupted by hahaha hi jian hao, i know you're reading but you wont understand what im writing. really not in the mood of typing everything out already. i apologize for stopping it here alright. okay, we ended our quarrel for good already though. now that i realised that both of us are willing to die for each other, there's nothing much to say already.
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