i think i really am cursed.

first i lost my ic and my wallet, then i lost my keys and my phone. and my first and only official angpao from my family, my hamster and now my wallet again. ITS LIKE i have to waste 60-100 for my lost ic, had to buy a new lock that cost 68 bucks, lost the phone thats for 400+, $80 in my angpao and 65 in MY BELOVED SMILEY PURSE. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?! ALL THIS HAPPENED WITHIN 2 MONTHS?! 2 MONTHS 5 DAYS! LIKE _|_~!!~!~!~!~! i am seriously not used to this. economic crisis IS HERE AND IM LOSING EVERY VALUABLE THING I OWN! GOD IS NOT HELPING ME! PATHETICCCCCCCC. is god sending me a message or something? like he's asking me not to waste any more money to go out, stop clubbing, stop wasting those bucks on ciggs, LIKE WHAT?! OMG I DNO WHAT IS HE HINTING ME! can some fortune teller read my luck for me now, i really need help. i feel so fucked up. i thought i can return money to some of my friends and have fun! RARGHRARGH! WHY MUST I LOSE IT BEFORE THE UNI PARTY TMR. I WANT TO JUMP DOWN AND REINCARNATE TO BE A BETTER PERSON! :@:@:@::@