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im getting so many freaking deja vu recently. am i gonna die or what? + somehow my memory is deteriorating badly and im really worried. low blood pressure? though i love the feeling of fainting, i dont want it to happen often. my first experience of fainting during Sec 1 was so embarrassing but, wow. i laid flat onto the floor after having a major stomachache during marikita and made the whole school shocked. muahahahaa. attention attention. 2nd was worst, fainted in the middle of the road. all because of mummy's fault! i told her that i cmi to the hawker to eat lunch with her already, she didnt take my words seriously and even said, nevermind one lah, eat already then i bring you go see doc. then there i bam bam bam. i swear i couldnt control my bladder, and it was such an embarrassing moment. all the fucking cars didnt even stop to help my mum. ARGH, inconsiderate ppl in sg. puii. okay, why am i talking about the past. i need injections, piercings, PAIN! cant wait to pierce that inverse navel and finish piercing my ear holes. muahahahaha. im gonna tattoo below my collar bones a heart with some swirly thingy, dno when! im so fucking stressed right now, i dno why. im so fucking hungry, so fucking want to dance, so fucking want to sing, so fucking want to cry, so fucking want to do whatever i can do. i need a hug a kiss :( XOXOXOXO. okay im mad. AHAHHAHAAHAHAHHAHA.

I CANT WAIT FOR HALLOWEEN EVE'S NIGHT PARTY @ PLAY CLUB!
where's my wizardo?