Gobble those diskoballz

i feel guilty, but i cannot go on like this. i have to live my life according to my own wishes. sigh, why must people make life so difficult. or rather, why must life be so difficult.
damn, had a boring day at escape. didnt get to take pics with the mascots, didnt get to sit all the rides i want. this is the fucking first time i went to escape so late and left so early. i miss go karting at night. night go kartin is like, farkin high. you feel like you have all the freedom just by driving it at night. vikin' wasnt opened, rainbow wasnt opened. the only thing that was fun is the haunted house. then i totally mood out cuz nobody is accompanying me to get the wet & wild ride or go kart or 360. damn, i wasted 12 hours of my life. if only i didnt have work tmr, i'd have gone to escape alone again tmr mornin man. zzz, im missing all the fun i should have. why why why. why is god so unfair. i farking want freedom.