Gobble those diskoballz

oh gosh. watssup with the guys out there recently? sth is really wrong with my love luck this month.

really funny, i rarely get these for so long already-
some guy msged to say ' can i jio you? i really like you'. (actually, he did this bcuz he just found out im a jap, cuz he's a self-proclaimed Jrocker which is so...untrue)

received a phone call from edmund at 12am just to sing for me 'fall for you' and end it with a 'goodnight'. ( IvanT said that this is lame or childish, i forgot what he said but i think its sweet. :[ just that edmund is too beng for meeee)
who else, yea, on the way home yesterday, 2 banglas sang an indian song to me when they saw me. luckily, they didnt do anything to me.

and many weird things happening.

feeling so awkward. really really..

why not a really serious somebody to love me than to get all these stupid things? its better. i dont want to break these guys' heart (except for the bangla thingy). 

anyways, i really love this song (for today). xD (hawshiiit, i played this for like a hundred times.) TIMBALAND ROCKS AS ALWAYS MAN.

went IvanT's friend house last night at Queenstown for bbq and i brought fiona 

along. damnit, i wasted 7 hours there. they are nice people, really. but i think i 

was too boring that nobody entertained me much. went home at 3am cuz i cannot 

tahan already. for the first time, i felt so left out until it made me want to cry, 

seriously. when i went home, i didnt feel drunk or tired or whatever. just plain 

bored and left alone. argh!

i am so sorry ...